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♥ Saturday, January 03, 2009♥

Now it is time for me to do some recollections for year 2008 which i had wanted to do so so long ago. I know this comes a little too late but...


okays and i had decided to use chinese to pen it down.




2008!

在这一年, 我眼前的判脚石还可真不少,我几乎都差点停留在原地, 一步都不想再继续走了。就像我朋友所说的,我是一个很幸福的人。 因为哪怕自己遇见种种的波折,我仍然有人在身旁一起陪我走过这阴暗的轨道。

学业
我不得不承认这是我最大的担忧与有忧愁。真的要感激那些一直为我加油,打气的朋友和家人。 一人独军作战,我大概不可能办得到。




家人犹如我生命的一盏灯

照亮我黑漆漆的道路

朋友犹如我生命一首歌的旋律

为我淡写的人生变得多姿多


=)


tuning back to English mode.


My family <3



Mummy -thanks mummy for being so caring and concern to me at all times. I know you are heart ache for me when i am sick, when i have lack of sleep due to studying and when i am upset by things. I know you cry with me in your heart. I will have lost my direction in life without your presence. Though many times you had controlled me overboard but i know you mean well for me. i love you mummy



Daddy-thanks papa for fetching me from school when i have night study. thanks for coming down to lrt station at times when i come home late. perhaps i cannot enjoy much luxury like other kids but i have tasted the feeling of warmth and love. And i have understood how important a family is to me. I love you papa.



Sister-QQ darling! haha. u have been a wonderful sis i swear! The best best sister i had in the world. Thanks for everything. Too much to thank you though. Ur small little sweet notes will always be kept by me =DD Thanks for lending me your ears when i wanted to pour out my sorrows. Sometimes, you really make me feel that i am your younger sis more than i am your elder sis. laughs* i love you QQ darling!!!


Brother-a naughy bro i had. Always like to "bully" me! And we ended up chasing each other outside which wa unglam just to box each other back, ending up being scolded badly by mum. But yes he can be caring too. I remember i like one keychain when we went out one weekend. But because my parents were not around and we didn't bring any cash, i could not buy. Furthermore, it was a little ex for me. Then, brother said i buy for you la tomorrow after my school since i had night study and could not go. And he really did. i love you bro



My friends!


ANIMALS!!!! <3


hello my dearest 5 animals-angila lp, cia xxD, jacky baby, sian sian and yj!! Each and everyone of you are being loved by me. Seven years of besties besties and still counting! Seriously, i am really grateful to know you guys and it is definitely a blessing. Though we didn't enter the same college or poly after sec but we remained as close. Those truthful supports given right from their hearts had seriously touched me. No matter how hard my life is, i must not give up cos i know they will always be my side. Thnaks for the many memories and birthday surprises i had at pizza hut this year <33>


SWISS COTT CLIQUE <3
Once again, seven years of friendship and still counting! =D Birthday celebrations are the time when we meet up and was enjoyable each time. It seems like almost every month we are meeting except jan and feb. I am glad that this promise is still on and has never been forgotten by the majority. Now that we were growing up, guys are enlisting into the army one by one. I will still look forward to each and eveyr gathering. The times when we could share about our lives and one step closer to each other's world. yes not forgetting them giving me encouragementss as well when i am down. Thanks all :)
[sihui] heys ah gohhh. thanks so much for listening to me rah rah always. I am so glad that we became closer now. really :) I like to share with you whatever that is happening to me as many as possible. Even those silly things i did and made, i would just share with you. Sometimes, i felt helpless and lost, you would provide useful advises and encouragments! thanks so much. Thanks for the often dedication on 933! I was delighted when i heard my name announced despite it was just for that split second! :) I wanted to share more with you like what i am doing now for days ahead. :)

PJC Study group <3
We came together as a study group by chance was what i could say this year. lols. We would study together in school during school days and outside at library/cc/gombak during weekend. Taking care of each other seems to have become a habit. It was really great to have them :) Studying becomes less boring with them around. I remembered when we were preparing for Alevels, we were super nervous. Come to think of it, all of us look so funny when we panic. Actually yb was quite calm and steady at that time. haha. Not forgetting those birthday surprises for each other =D thanks ah they come to my house when i am sleeping. Unglam and awful position and state i am in. aww. lol but it was very nice of them :) Thanks for those hugs when i am feeling real down :) keke. Though A levels had ended, we could still meet out for outing :)))

PJC clique <3
Came together as a clique in o7s12. They were the ones who made my lessons less boring and more fun!! Life was really dreadful during lesson time. We went through hardships together. Be it tears or laughters, we went through it together. I just wanna say no matter what happens, you guys will always be my good friend :) Some one who had spurred me on when i was dejected, laughed with me when i was happy, sang with me despite my awful voices.... Those memories left behind would not be forgotten. Though our paths seem to have gone in separate ways but at least we had went in the same path before. Like i promised justina and sweekee, they would never be forgotten despite how many friends i had. We would still meet each other out. Takecare my dear friends :)


For this particular year (2008),
My relationship did not work well. It was a sad ending like those typical drama. I thought the river could flow on and on but it didn't. The water seemed to have dry after 15 plus months. This was quite a hard fact for me actually. However i knew all this had to depend on fate. What is mine will be mine, what is not mine will not be mine. I always believe in this. If two people are meant to be together, they will be together no matter what. However, i am glad we are like best friends now and it seems that we are even closer than when we are together :)


It took really long for me to complete this.


may 2009 be a fruitful and wonderful year for me !


~~ Learn to forgive and try to accept will then make one happy :) ~~


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