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♥ Sunday, May 04, 2008♥

sorry my friends if i scared you. my previous post is meant to trick 0305 and yes we succeed. So, yesterday was 'his' birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAE 0305=) hope you had an unforgettable birthday. sorry that i had to go home first cos of my mum...



yahs past few days wasn't easy to pass. Almost died. LOls.



Tues-plan was called to be activated but 0305 was sick [heard from cindy]. And i was getting slower and slower in reaction[by many of my friends and i was real sad]. my mood was totally trampened after consulting miss tan with sk. and i only knew that 0305 din come to school at that time 5 plus pm. how sad this can be.



wed- got back our physics test results. whole class got scolding from miss tan. again, was in low spirit. Called mummy after school to tell her that i dun feel like going to tkd and she asked me to go home without any hesitation. nevertheless, i still went in the end.



Thurs-labour day. started to feel heaty in the morning but i thought i was only too tired. Cindy came to my house to teach sis chem in the noon. Then after that we rushed to orchard to buy presents. And it was really presentS. Whole body felt weak but had no other choice. On the way there, cindy was making calls and i had to remain silent. After that, rushed down to je entertainment centre, intending to book the kbox room and cake but sab din like ktv. so we had to change plan. By then, i was already three quarter dead. So, we ordered the cake only. Cindy went home with me to collect the chi dictionary as her sis needed it last min. Guess what? We were trapped in the lift. Very horrifying. So, cindy was like faster call my mum faster call my mum. I said no reception. I remembered my mum telling me that to press the open button many many times as this is my second time trapped in the lift. First time, it was with bro and sis. So, i did that with heart thumping fast. Really very scared. So, finally lift opened at the 6th floor. We immediately ran out, feeling a sense of relief. We climbed all the way to 12th floor[my house] instead after that as that moment of fear was still instilled in us :( panting heavily upon reaching my house. In the night, told mum i was feeling unwell and she touched me. Then, she exclaimed, "you are already fever and yet you went to orchard! You want to die is it. " and so she bla bla bla. lols. told cindy and she wanted to call 0305. I told her no way. Our plan will be destroyed and there will be no more surprise for him. Left only one more day to pull thru.



Fri-woke up still feeling unwell apparently but i still went to school. Friends were like chasing me home early in the morning. During the first two lectures, i felt heaty and felt like vomitting. During break, i had absolute no appetite. So, me and pam just sat there and studied for maths test. And i realised zr and his clique was sitting beside our table. sms cindy and she rushed here. And i burst into tears when she asked me must act emo. Not to act sad but it was cos of feeling very xin ku cos feeling unwell. must have scared cindy. so so sorry. and yahs she and st wanted to bring me to GO. but i din want. I must thank alot people for the care and concern through out the whole day, my classmates[pamela for asking me if i am ok every now and then, justina for buying me a can of herbal tea when i slept during another break,st for being there, yinlin, wanyi, wanting[ for not acc me to take napfa when i am well], kelly, chiehong ...] , cindy, charlie, farveen, cass, sarah.... [sry if i forget]. really appreciate it. cindy wasn't feeling too good that night too. Her depressed mood shook me again. thanks and jiayou cindy mama.



Sat-it was 0305'bday. roars so paiseh when giving the present to him. but really hoped that zr, yanbing and pris enjoyed it.



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