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♥ Tuesday, August 01, 2006♥

i break down in school today. fail my macrolecules test. it is so demoralising. suddenly felt so lost. so frightened. a sense of stupidity. why m i always so blur? held my tears back till recess, on our way back to classroom when felicia asked me to smile, i cried. i could not hold it any longer. i cried out, real hard. thks felicia for accompanying by my side. thks hui li for cheering me up from downstairs. thks sihui for inspiring me, shangfei for doing funny things with that CURVE RULER!!! LP, sian.. [nt sure who is behind me] thks. just managed to stand up from many setbacks but today, i fell down again.
received a testi from my dearest cousin:

-hiies hiies maii dearest shuyun cousin
Ymiie sent eu tis heart to remind eu tt maii heart will folo eu n we will jiayoux 2gether..we promise..heard frm eu tt eu r quite stressed up..dun force urself too hardd..rmb to rest well..miie sent eu tis testi osho 2 remind eu tt when eu r stressed up..there will alwaes b a person-tt's miie hu will alwaes gif eu moral support n care ferr eu through..haha..lol -.-Cousinz 4eva..Take care..[X]ia0[T]inK

thks weiting if ya are reading my blog. yes i rmb our promise. we'll hang on together!




racial harmony pict. below. [manage to upload it though i m in the least mood to do so]

dou dou jia zu

sze sian, LP, shang fei, me n felicia.

LP, me n niu er!

we!!! [4 yrs besties]



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