After three daes of mugging n mugging, handling with all those unstandable stress, i was still tainted with disappointment with todae's papers. having physics paper n elect history paper. wat could i say was i was just as useless as the weimar government! i was simply doomed for every single paper. how meaningful studying could be if exams were used to discouraged ones? just like wat sihui said before we stepped into the hall, " Be dere for my funeral!"! I m dead n i wun be able to step out of this hall! But that was the reality! that was our life! we need to face it! We need to complete this last lap of race!
ytd wad a terrible dae for me!!! labour dae! but not for Us!!! was scolded by my dad for not daring enuff to take the clothing in which was hung on a bamboo! i was furious n sad! come on, i was already depressing enough yet this was how he talked to mi! he said i was already old enough yet still did not dare to take the clothings in [in a very loud tone] ! yesh i cried immediately in my heart! dad! ya hurt me! i noe ya felt bad when mummy called *shen shen* from grandma hse to come to our hse to take in the clothes but how could ya release ur anger on me? i was not afraid not falling down to the ground floor! pls but wat if i din manage to take the bamboo in safely? were ya dere for me? no! n ya blared at me! wat i care was other safety! wat if i drop the bamboo! do ya care? i wun mind if i fell down to the ground floor! n mean it...
seriously stressed out ytd! but feel much better after toking to alvin. thks loads! realised how much i missed my cousin after weekly calls with each other. we attended same skol since young till sec skol. yes, i missed her laughter! i miss the way she made me laugh! n i miss the way we called each other in skol! i miss ya gurl!
another nine more daes to the end of this race! ...
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